
All the contents of this house have been boxed up,
sold, or given away. In a
short while, the rental company will relieve me of the keys. I don’t live here
anymore. But this was never mine to begin with. That is not to say that I did
not inhabit this home, or that I do not wonder what lies in its future. I will
have memories long after I leave this country, but they are momentary in the
wider span of the histories that precede mine and legacies that will extend far
after I have moved on from this place. Already, the agent has been showing the
house to prospective tenants. The time will come when, like the rest of this
gentrifying neighbourhood, this old house will give way to some postmodern
condominium development: at once a conglomeration of the like-minded and
-monied and, yet, each unknown to the next in their atomisation. As one form of
lifestyle dwelling replaces the other, what else will be lost?
They call this
region the Yarra. But even as it harks back to the past, it is not a name that
can be relegated to the mists of time. When I first got to Australia, I was
struck by the acknowledgment of Aboriginal history at most public events. As
preamble to their own presentations, speakers pay deference to indigenous genealogy,
noting the traditional ownership of the land and of Aboriginal elders past and
present. In my experience, such awareness of Native peoples in the United
States is something that is not generally part of public rhetoric, as is much
the case in Goa. Nonetheless, I began to introspect on the effect of such
vocalisations of Aboriginal awareness as in the Australian case and, moreover,
how such performances participate in the continued effacement of the present
realities of indigenous peoples.


This ground that I was privileged to occupy belongs
to the Wurundjeri people of the Yarra region. I come away from it the richer by
not possessing it, by knowing it was never mine. For there is a history far
greater than this moment, and I am still learning how to belong to it.
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